09 Jul As You Wish
We have this benevolent Creator who says, ” I love you so much, I bestow on you free will. When you are ready, I am here. I will not force my will upon you for you are sovereign being unto yourself. “
At some point we recognize that there IS a power in this world that is far greater than us. Imagine the happiness of Creator. Creator stands and says, “All this I offer you. Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” And we understand.
Quantum Physics comes knocking on our door and Manifesting becomes our house guest…until it becomes our slave.
We say, “I am thirsty, I want this drink. I am hungry, I want this food.” Creator says, “You have committed yourself to me. In love, I cannot give this to you as it not for your greatest good. It may quench your thirst momentarily but it is poison. It may fill your belly but with worms. In the end, you will die. Please, Child, be patient. For I have a great feast waiting for you. First is discipline, instruction, embodiment, healing, surrender, and then reward. Trust me. Have faith.”
And we say, “But I want what I want and I want it now.” And we don’t listen. We push through only seeing our desire. And with all our might, we throw back our heads, swallowing the poison in one cool gulp. We tear at the food in a ravenous wildish manner, forgetting to chew. Bite after bite, it enters our bellies.
Our body begins to revolt. We begin to spew and vomit, foaming at the lips. Angrily we spit at Creator with indignation and vehemence. “Why would you have allowed me to do that to myself?!”
And thus begins the blame, when it was US who made the choice – though we deny responsibility…
Meanwhile, Creator does not intervene for it is us who chose the experience – so that experience we shall have.
Many of us go years, some entire lifetimes, without understanding the truth that life is simply a series of events and experiences and a matter of choice. We ask and we ask for something, not really knowing if it’s for our highest and greatest good. All we know in the moment is that it sounds like something that will make us feel good, and we want what we want, and we want it NOW. Like spoiled children.
Our spiritual growth is much like our physical growth. We begin as babes with limited understanding. Until we begin to fully understand the TRUTH and with that, wisdom. And from that space, we say, “I am thirsty. I am hungry. I know Creator will provide.”
We release our attachment to the outcome. We surrender to the moment. We believe that Creator always has a plan and knows what is best for us. We trust that Creator will provide. We realize that Creator has a magnificent panoramic view wherein our view is extremely limited – that we are walking this plane with blinders secured in place.
In that space, the empty space between energy and matter – Creator creates. And unto us it is freely given…
What experience are you calling into your life at this moment? Are you allowing Divine timing and space for it to unfold? Or are you clinging to a specific outcome simply because you want it and you want it now? This is contraction and does not allow the freedom and space for flow. And we need to flow. We are no greater and no less than the rivers of living water…
“You are free to make any decision you wish. But you are not free from the consequences of that decision.”